ImAn In LoVe WiTh YoU FaRaH DeE

Btw,i really love this picture...=))..

With all my heart and my soul,i'm gonna pour all my feelings,my love,my saying,to show you who is the real firman baby..

1st of all,its was soo bad back then in my past..I was once in love this girl..After being so long with this girl,i get to know whereby she has been playing behind my back since the day we 1st broke off..I was stupid at that time..I keep on trying to win her heart,doing stuffs just to make her happy and be with me again..But all the hardwork of showing my love,my careness,my feelings just get thrown away just like that..She didn't appreciate my love to her,my feelings to her..What was her reason for doing this to me?She just wanna try new things in life..I can't do anymore to make her love me..I was so sad,disappointed,lost being alone,crying for help..It was just bad as if there is nothing more to do in my life that i feel like killing myself..I was so sad that i nearly gave up hope on love..

I was all alone finding hope,a path which will lead me to the straight path of life..Step by step,friends came to me,wanting to help me find my path back to life..They give me hope to love someone again,give me hope to do new things..Then,i was quite happy getting such friends like them,trying so hard to help men find my path back to life..

Then,this girl came into my life..I was trying to be friend with her at first..It was funny though i have to start trying to love someone..I was stupid at that time..I don't know how to love someone again because of the past..This girl is somehow so different..She is like an angel which was send by the above just to be with me,accompanying me,giving me love,share things in life..Everytime i see her,it makes me smile..Everytime i look into her eyes,she was so gorgeous..Everytime i talk to her,it makes me feel cool with the way she talk things out..Everytime she tickles me,i went on being crazy in love with her..Everytime i'm down,she will be the one pulling me up from the danger and give me hope to do stuffs..Everytime i kissed her on her cheek and forehead,it makes me fall for her even deeper..Everytime she scold me,it shows that she loves me and not wanting me to do bad stuffs again..Everytime she jokes around,i'll be the one laughing like crazy..Its all about me and you baby..

I know that she is the one in my life now..I have been wanting this kind of love from a girl and there she is,a girl who is willing to show her love to me..Every night,i keep thinking about how am i gonna make this relationship feel secured,smooth,have trust for each other,being understanding,going far..I don't want to lose a girl like you anymore baby..Now i have you in my heart and u have me in your heart..I don't want us to have such fight wherby will affect our relationship badly..No baby,no way..Now that i know how much you really love me baby,i feel that it time for me to love you 110%..I wanna make you realise whereby there is always someone that is willing to be there for you when you are feeling down,sad,angry and much more..Im d guy baby..The guy that is willing to sacrifise time just to make sure that your safe,feel secured being with me,making you happy always eventhough i have a rough day..Everything baby,everything..

It been 1month 6days since we 1st started our jouney of love being together..I know that i have those feelings whereby i'm scared of being lose or losing you..Whatever it is baby,i'll spend every seconds when i'm with you,showering love to you..I'll not waste the precious time when i'm with you..Every seconds counts baby..U have me nw baby..Don't have that feeling whereby i'm not the one for you..Now i'm telling you and showing that i am the one for you baby..The one that is going to share all the pains together,all the bad news..We'll solve it together,as one couple..Readers out there,Farah Dee is no longer available and will be unavailable for very very long time so i hope u do your part by not breaking us apart..We are happily loving each other very much..I don't want to see her sad anymore..=))..

This girl i've been saying since just now is you,Tengku Farah Dila...YES YOU!!!..Its the fact baby..Me,Muhammad Firman and you,Tengku Farah Dila,one sweet couple,will go as far as we want to..Insyallah baby..I LOVE YOOOOOOOOUUU!!!0032(17/09/09)

Hey hafiz...Today your going off for your NS..Not having you this few months,my life will be different without you as a brother..Don't you worry..We are still able to contact through your 4G handphone..HAHA..Anyway,dekat tekong jangan macam-macam..Nanti kakak datang tengok kau,baru kau tau..Haha..Gerek ah kalau kau ade dengan kita..Tkda kau nanti bored..Kau ibaratkan macam badut circus dekat tepi jalan..HAHAHA..Kau tkya risau pape..Kita tetap macam biasa jugak..Akan tunggu kau abes NS..Kau da abes NS aku da ade lesen,boleh ambik kau..Hehehe..And don't you worry bout me and farah..I'll take good care of her..Thanks for being there when i'm down..Having big problem,u came and help..Lepak pt umah aku,tdo pt uma aku..Da sah macam adik-beradik..Hahaha..Your the best bro..Trust me..Ur the best brother i had so far will continue..I'll wait..Don't you worry..I cried while typing this post..Sedih because kau da nk pegi..Macam cepat gitu kau da nk pegi..Once again,thanks ehk bro..Hehehe...Ur the best..=)))..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING..

Hey hey hey..Its been awhile uh since i last update my blog..A few of them have been telling me to 'tanam' my blog..Hahaha..Im just tired because i'm always home late being with my love and my sisters and brothers..=))..

Btw,today on the 11september09 marks our 1st month anniversary with Farah Dee..Here's something for you baby,read it...

 Happy 1st anniversary baby..A milestone,indeed..Praised be those whose pleasure would be..Partial to their need.. Years will add a certain weight..For now, the day is bright..Intimately innocent..Reverently right..So may your love accumulate Till it lights well the night...How wonderful to have you in my life..All my feelings whirl about my heart..Perhaps I can't contain that I'm your girlfriend..Perhaps I don't know how or where to start..You have me always, no matter what you do..A gift I give my gift, joyously..Nothing means as much to me as you..Nothing else so fully makes me, me..If I had everything that God could grant..Very little there would bring me peace..Enwrapped in you is everything I want..Rapture, warmth, affection, sweet release..So strong my love! So happy, sure, and strong!A thousand thousand years would not seem long!Reason tells me everything must end..Yet you will always be my lover forever.......

This is how much I love you baby..Without you in my life after what happen during the past,I won't be this Firman..Now that I have you by myside,I;ll treasure all the moments,the love,the joy,the laughter,the sweetness with you baby...I really do love you baby..=))..I'm glad i have you..Thanks to people around me,helping me to be love once again..Now that I know what is love again,i'll show you all my love throughout the days,months and years to come baby...Baby,your mine to keep in my heart,baby..I've promise you something and i'll prove you that the 1st promise,i'll never ever broke that promise..Me letting you go??Not a chance baby..I'll do anything just to stay strong for this relationship..Strong that you can never imagine baby..Meet you later aite baby..Kiss kiss baby..Happy always aite..0216(110909)

HELO HELO SAMBAL TELUR..Hehehe..Its been awhile since i last update my blog..Everyday went home late night with bros..But on 31/08/09 and 01/09/09 was like so fun..DAMN FUN...

On 31/08/09r,went out with Bro Hafiz,Bro Nazri,Az meninggal,Az potek,Hassan,Sis Idah..We went to bugis to find idah's shirt..Then we went to cheeky Chocolate,a place where we break our fast..The food was totally awesome..I like..Get to know that the mushroom soup has wine in it..Decided to try it..Was damn nice..WOW!!Wish i can have it everyday with wine in it..MMMmmm...After breaking our fast,decided to went to esplanade..We were at the roof top..We played alot of FUN,STUPID games that we have to do stupid things if we loses..HAHAHA!!I have a new name and that is IMAN MANCES JUBIR..Hahaha..People who were there knows what i mean..It was soo disguisting...Hahaha..I have soo much fun..Its been awhile since i cried because of doing one stupid dare which was given by Bro Hafiz...Haha..We head off home taking two cabs..My cab,there was Bro Hafiz and Sis Idah..Other cabs was the rest..We go different ways..

Yesterday,i woke up and msg my dear baby..Been wondering to meet her and YESSS,get the chance to meet her..Me and Bro Nazri went to Teban to meet her..We were 'studying' there..HAHAHA!!Macam faham..Then i decided to go to Pandan reservoir..Never been there in my whole life..I was kinda happy and freak out to go to the reservoir as if its my first time going to A reservoir..HAHAHA!!!Bro Nazri decided to take pictures of us..It was soo lovely,taking pictures with baby at the reservoir..Nice place to go to..Windy..Take lots of pictures..Loving you baby..DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU..Wow,yesterday was like its was a totally different me..Being with her yesterday makes me loving you MORE and MORE...Wow!!Im like soo happy..Getting crazier..Like you baby..And I know you love it that way..Hmm..After the whole thingy,i decided to break my fast at West Coast Park,WCP,with Bro Nazri..We first head to baby's block to fetch her sister since her sister want to go S.A.M if i'm not wrong..Hahaha..Get to know from baby that her sister gave me a comment whereby I'm tall..Hahaha..Not surprise baby..=))..After breaking fast at WCP,went to usual place,fitness corner near canal,chilling with Bro Nazri,Bro Hafiz,Az Meninggal and Ali..Wow..

THESE TWO DAYS HAVE MADE MY LIFE SOO HAPPY,FILLED WITH LAUGHTER,LOVE,EXCITEMENT TO MY LIFE..Sooo happy...Its been a long time since I'm happy like these..Thank to you baby,i learn how to be love again..And now,there is no stopping from me loving me more and more..I LOVE YOU BABY WILL ALWAYS DO..NIGHT BABY..Sweet dreams aite..Will be updating again more juicy,hotter news..0125(02/09/09)

Hey..Iman here..Morning I went to school and i had my both malay paper 1 and paper 2..I know I had to perform well for the paper though I hate the subject..After finish school which is around 1215,I went to JP to get tickets for the show The Proposal..I want to watch that show with her badly because it was romantic,my first movie with her and her 'boyfriend' was in that show too,Ryan Reynold..I decided to get the 1545 show because she needs time to get home,get change and whatsoever..Hehehe..We met around 1530..At last,i get to see her after 5 days..I was so happy that I went on giving her my stupid,irritating,annoying jokes to her..She did laugh eventhough I made stupid jokes..=))..Im glad to see her happy..Always happy when she sees me..=)..After we met up,we straight go to the cinema and watch the movie..She get crazy when she see her'boyfriend' playing the movie..She was crazy for like the whole movie..Hahaha..The movie was soo romantic that it makes people cry..its funny too because we get to see a man stripper in that show..I laugh so loud because it was SO FUNNY..The show end aaround 1745..So we went for a walk at JP..I want to survey watches so she accompany me..After walking,we decided to go to banquet where we will break our fast there..We stayed there for an hour in case it get so cramp due to lots of people want to break fast there..I was shocked get to know that baby's parent will be joining us breaking fast together..It was my first time meeting her parent so I have to put my best behavior when I see them..Hahaha..I was scared at 1st but then,they tried talking to me,asking me questions..So its goes like the river flowing..Chill and stuffs..After breaking fast together,her parent go another way and we decided to join my BROS for a game a takraw..It was fun playing takraw with them..Hehehe..Now i'm at home,finished shower..I'm so happy to get to see her today at last..My love for grew stronger and stronger..Yeah baby..Ur part of me now baby..It cant be change now..Its like my heart has been locked to your heart and the key to unlock it has disappear,meaning there is no key to unlock us..Meaning there is no way of breaking us apart..Yeah..Love you baby..Im lucky to have you and ur lucky to have me..Mwah..0111(29/08/09)

Hey..Its been awhile since I update my blog..Its has been ups and down in my life during this few days..A lot of things happen..Happy,sad,angry emotions..Baby,I missing you baby..Its been a few days since we met together..=(..Baby,take care of yourself baby..Your situation is bad you know that..Situation about your spots in you..Its already bad you know..Take your medicine please..When I get to know that ur having spots all over your body,i was so shocked and wish that I can meet you up and hug u tightly..Don't worry baby..This friday we'll definetely meet up and spend time together baby..I want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hand as I look into your beautiful eyes baby..I wanna snuggle you and cuddle just to be close to you..I want you to know how beautiful you are in my eyes..I want you to know how much i cherish and adore you baby..I want to give my heart to you and baby,I want your heart..I want it all baby..With all my longing thought,I love you baby..I wanna be there for you baby..I hold back my tears when I wrote this but I fought back my tears because I know I won't lose a girl like you baby..Mwah..MISS YOU BABY....Now that I already settle the problem that I have recently..Now,no one will able to disturb our relationship baby and I hope ur happy to hear that..=))..Love you lots baby..Looking forward to meet u..

Baby,your one lucky girl..Hehe..I get to spend time with my baby..We decided to meet up at Jurong Piont partly because she want to go to the Popular Bookstore and I know she miss me and I miss her..=).. When we meet up at Jurong Point,we headed to Popular..Before reaching Popular,there is this one 'make up' shop which is promoting their stuffs..Baby asked me whether they make up for the ladies for free or not..If free,she wants it too..But I know its just a joke..We reached Popular and she wants to find stationery for her school's stuffs..She gets two marker pens and a notebook..After paying up,baby wants to go to LJS to grab something to eat later..So we went to LJS..I guess she is soo hungry and cant wait to have her dinner when she get back home.HAHAHA!!After LJS,we decided to go to Harris Bookstore..WOW!!,to a surprise,the 'make up' shop,one of the promoter,came up to her and asked her whether he can have around 10minutes of her time..I told her to give it a try..She went on laughing and laughing getting people to make-up for her..One of the promoters come to me and says,"UR ONE LUCKY CHAP..UR BLESS"..Hahaha..I laughed to get that remarks..It tells me that ur hot baby..Hot that you can never imagine..Ur damn one lucky girl baby..Hehehe..After getting the FREE 'make up',we went to Harris Bookstore to find some books..After going out of the bookstore,she look at the time and its time to go home because its almost time for me break my fast..She understands me..I send her to interchange where she will be taking bus 30 to Teban..I only get to spend 1hour 30 mins but we have a great time together eventhough its just for awhile.. Seeing her makes me happy..She makes me smile,give me hope to love someone again after what my past has done..I am indeed lucky to have you too baby..I love you baby..Will always do..Hehehe..Will catch a movie ASAP with you aite..Mwah..Tata..0012(24/08/09)

Yesterday was fun..I was with Bro Hafiz and Bro Nazri..We was bored yesterday night so we called our takraw friends to join us..There was Azri Meninggal,Az Potek,Ali(Hkss),Sufian and Salehin..We decided to go to Lake Park..We walk from Fuhua Secondary to Lake Park..It was a long walk but then I was singing all the time..They join me singing..After we reached the playgrounds at the park,we played CATCHING,CROCODILE,SWING,'SPIN THE WHEEL',PYRAMID..Its been awhile since we played the playground..We were all like small kids,aged 7 to 10,shouthing,laughing as if that is our..It was around 2100 when we reached the park..We was playing catching then hafiz saw there is a girl searching for something at the playground..He was curious and he went asking that girl whether she need help to find something..Get to know that she lost her bag which has her handphone,wallet and stuffs..We decided to stop the game and help her find her bag..I was with my boxers only and walk the whole park..My friends laughed at me with me wearing only boxer and walk around the park..Hahaha..In the end,th girls's bag was with her friend..Her friend was already at woodlands..She was left alone at the park..We ask her to join us since she has no money to go home..She helped her by making her happy..She was crying..We stayed at the park till late night.. After the whole thingy,I went to teh tarik with Salehin,The girl and Bro Hafiz..It was 0115 today..We had our hot drinks there because it was raining heavily..Hafiz went home at 0145..The girl went home around 0300..Its only me and Salehin..We decided to go home..I walk from teh tarik all the way back home,raining heavily..Its was very cold..I was shivering that I feel that I cant walk anymore..It was sooo cold..I told myself to walk and walk till I reached home..It took me an hour to reached home walking..I can feel that I'm gonna get sick..After I went home around 4,I had my shower and my 'sahur'..I was so weak and I feel that I'm sick..I think I get a cold and headache..My baby was soo worried about me..I feel so sorry about me going home soo late..=(..I'M SORRY BABY.I made you wait for my calls..I know that she care about me..My love towards her is getting stronger and stronger every seconds..There is nothing that cant stop break us apart baby..I make sure that everything will go smoothly..=).. I woke up around 1330,sleeping after my 'sahur'..Get to know that my baby was out to WestMall to catch a movie with her Along..I tell her to give me a call after the movie..I'll call her,spend time on the phone with her..I love you baby..Soo in love with you..1418(23/08/09)